koya*machi

Started with a Simple Message (8/?)

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 00:52:29 GMT

so here chapter 8 minna~
i can update it now!^^

Title: Started with a Simple Message (8/?)
Pairing: Uchipi, tegopi, and some random JE boys
Author: laftkeichan
Rating: PG-13 ( I think soo…)

Summary: Pi sends Uchi a birthday message because Ryo-chan told him to. They started to have a better friendship. They mailed each other everyday, chat on the phone or intentionally went to see each other but Yamapi never notices Uchi’s feeling along the friendship.

Info: It’s still un-beta, and I dedicated this fic to my sister! Lafttomohisa.
She was the one who told to make uchipi fic,
This is my first time^^.
Arigatou nee,,, ^^ LOL XDDD

[chapter 1][chapter 2][chapter 3][chapter 4][chapter 5][chapter 6][chapter 7 pt.1][chapter 7 pt.2]

Chapter 8
“My love.. Wake up, sweetheart..”

Yamapi felt his body was shaking. Somebody is waking him.

“Open your eyes, baby pumpkin…”

Yamapi noticed a familiar voice. And he really does know the voice.
When Yamapi opened his eyes, he jumps so far from the bed.

“You!! Stop waking me with..” Yamapi pointed at a big figure on his bed.

“With.. With.. your creepy way, Jin!!!!!” shouted Yamapi while he pull the sheets to cover his chest like a woman.

Jin was just laughing his ass off. This has been his favorite thing to do.

“I can’t resist to see you sleeping that pretty..” Jin made a “chuu” pose at Yamapi.

Yamapi made his way back to bed and sat on it. While scratching his head and rubbing his neck, he asked Jin what he wants. But he realized that something is missing from his neck.

“Cho-.. Chotto.. My necklace??” Yamapi spotted his current favorite necklace was hanging on Jin’s neck. He can see the little red thing from his necklace.

“Bakanishi!! Give it back..!” Yamapi tried to grab it but Jin moved faster.

“No! I want to wear it.. I wanna wear it to My next Utaban, Hey!Hey!Hey! and Music Station Performance..!!” cried Jin.

“Omae..” Yamapi can’t get enough thinking how his bestfriend, this bestfriend gets the title the ‘sexiest man alive’. Because to him Jin was the ‘most childish man alive’.

“Too little too late, pumpkin..” said Jin with a childish tone. He went to Yamapi’s living room and sat on the couch to greet Yamapi’s dogs. “Pi.. come to papa.. Oooh.. I love you too Hime…”

Yamapi went out from his room too. He looked at the clock, it’s 9.30 am.

He checked his cellphone to see whether somebody called or not. But from the miscall list there were only Jin, and Masuda. And he believes Massu was only being forced by Koyama to call Yamapi to wake him up. They have a magazine interview this evening.

Yamapi had a sad look on his face, Jin noticed this.

“Still no reply call from him?” asked Jin. Clearly, ‘him’ refers to Uchi.

Yamapi just shook his head. He sat beside Jin. His dogs made their way to Yamapi’s lap. Yamapi gave Pi a big hug, while Hime is licking their owner’s face.

Honestly, Jin hates to see Yamapi like this. He hates it when Yamapi’s loneliness is not caused by him, which means he can’t do anything about it.

Jin took a deep breath and let it out with a loud sigh.

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I want to call him!!

Maybe just text him?

Or.. meet him? No!

I can’t believe I got through these 5 days without a single news from him. This never happened in 6 months.. He always tell me stuff.. About his life.. About him.. All..

I want to hear his voice..

Uchi was holding his cellphone tight.

He just finished shooting his drama. He just had to do a short scene. So right now he got a spare time. Uchi just walking around Shibuya with a hat to hide his face.

He saw a big platform on a high building. That was the same platform that used to hang NEWS’s Teppen promotion, now it was changed to Tegomassu’s Ai Ai Gasa promotion. Teppen was the last single that NEWS released with Uchi.

Uchi’s cellphone vibrated.

The id caller says Yamapi.

His heart beats fast. He stopped walking and just stare at his cellphone.At one side he’s happy that the person he misses the most call him again, but at another side he’s afraid to talk.

“Hai..”

Uchi answered the call.

“Why?” said the other from the phone.

“Huh?”

“Why you suddenly want to answer my call?”

“I’m..” Uchi found him self speechless.

Yamapi was being silent too.

“Well I don’t want to talk to you.. Or meet you.. Or want anything to do with you.. Just like that..” said Uchi frighten.

“But I want to meet you.. Like, now..”

“Well I don’t..” said Uchi spoilt.

“Well, you should!” shouted Yamapi from the phone.

“I don’t want to meet you! End of story!”

“Don’t be difficult!”

“You can’t tell me what to do!” Uchi was pouting.

“I’m not telling you what to do, I’m telling you what’s NOT to do!”

“You’re disturbing!”

“You’re annoying!”

The street where Uchi stand on was crowded. Yet, Uchi could only hear Yamapi’s irritating voice. Uchi know this, Yamapi is more stubborn than him.

They both fell silent. They didn’t hang up the phone, but no one continue talking.
But when you love someone. You can’t do anything about it. Uchi let his guard down.

“I want to meet you..”

“I’ll pick you up.. Text me where you are, I’ll come in a sec..”

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Yamapi seriously wants to cry when he spotted him standing there. It’s been 5 days since the last time he saw Uchi.

Yamapi was just getting out of his car. Uchi already waiting near the road where he told Yamapi to pick him up.

Yamapi took off his aviator sunglasses and face Uchi.

“Yamapi, I jus want to saa..”

Uchi felt his body moved a bit from where he’s standing. Because Yamapi had hugged him really hard.

Uchi hated it. Because now he’s the one who feel about to cry.

1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. 5 seconds.

“You don’t know how miserable I am..” finally Yamapi said a word.

Uchi pulled away to see the older boy who is now looking at the ground. Refusing to look directly at Uchi’s eyes.

“Unbelieveable.. You took the words I was about to say..” Uchi smiled warmly.

Yamapi chuckled in sadness. But he can’t even describe how happy he is right now. Uchi is here! Uchi is here!! I’m not dreaming, he told him self.

“But I don’t miss you at all..” said Uchi rolling his eyes.

”Neither do i..” smirk Yamapi.

“Oh yeah?”

“ I just thinking.. ‘ohh.. haven’t seen him in days.. wondering where he’s been.. just catching things up..’ yeah..like that.. sort of..”

“Oh.. you wanna know what I’m thinking.. ‘ooh how.. maybe he really wants to meet me? What? 100 misscalls from him? Cute! Well why don’t I meet him.. it’s not a big deal at all..’ yeah.. that’s what I’m thinking..” replied Uchi.

They just kept starring at each other with evil glare.

“You’re mean..” said Yamapi begin pouting.

“If it’s towards you.. I don’t care..” Uchi let out his tounge.

“You hurt me!”

“No, YOU hurt me!” Uchi pointed his index finger at Yamapi.

“But you love me!” said Yamapi fast.

“Yea, I do! Waiit.. what?” and now he blushes.

1.. 2.. 3 seconds.

Yamapi smiled like he just won a million dollars. While Uchi’s face grew as red as tomato.

“TOMATO!” Yamapi pinched Uchi’s both cheeks.

Uchi choose to not say anything. Just trying to breath.

“Let’s go.. I’ve been dying to tell you about this cool place.. It’s called Keirahyde.. It’s a sky dining.. Uuuuh I know you’ll love it.. It’s really high! On the rooftop! Actually I wanted to tell you about 2 days ago. But you and your damn cell phone made me cranky.. I really want to take you there.. Now, go inside..” Yamapi said as he pulled Uchi’s hand and leads him to the car. Closing the car door when Uchi already inside.

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When they arrived, Uchi can’t help to be impressed by the beautiful view of Tokyo City from up there. He never knew this view of crowded city could be this different from where he is now.

“It’s high!” Uchi said, excited.

“Ne.. Nee.. I want strawberry ice cream first.. What do you want?” said Yamapi flipping the menu. Everytime he saw the food’s picture that he likes, his eyes went wider than ever with a sound “Whoa..” or “Sugoiii..”.

Uchi chuckled. “ I’m hungry though.. I think I’ll have the chicken.. grilled, please.. And a cold Ocha..” said Uchi giving his kind smile to the cute waitress. And she noticed it was Yamashita Tomohisa and Uchi Hiroki. Because right now she’s smiling really nervous.
And then there’s this silence again, Uchi’s current bestfriend is silence.

“Well say something?” said Uchi when he realized that Yamapi was only staring at him.

“Say what.. you don’t miss me.. I’m upset! Upset!” Yamapi gave a higher tone for the last upset word. And he fold his hands in front of his chest. Gazing at Uchi again.

Uchi just let out another tongue.

And the waitress came to give what they ordered. Again, she gave a nervous smile. Which caused Yamapi and Uchi chuckled at her.

Yamapi let out a big loud sigh after the waitress went away. And slowly eat the ice cream.

“Okay.. I’m sorry.. It’s not that I don’t miss you.. I’m just not ready to meet you, you know..” said Uchi. A hesitate smirk hanging at the corner of his lips.
Yamapi blink. But he understands what this is about.

“Here..” said Yamapi suddenly.

Yamapi put both of his hands open in the table. Inviting Uchi’s hand to join.

“Your hands.. come on...” said Yamapi. He gave a gaze at Uchi’s hands. Uchi gasped.

Uchi is a bit confused, but he did what Yamapi told him. Uchi felt himself melt into the passionate gaze the other was giving him. Yamapi hold both of his hand so tight, like he’ll never let go.

“Ne, Uchi.. You’re very important to me..” Yamapi began talking.

“ You are my bestfriend.. I don’t want to lose you.. No..”

Uchi stunned. It is Uchi’s first time receiving confessions like this.

“Please never do that again.. Disappear like that..” said Yamapi again. Uchi saw him talking so honest.

Uchi nodded his head slowly.

“I hate it when I’m lonely..”

“I know..” now Uchi hold Yamapi’s hand tighter.

Yamapi and Uchi smiled to each other, which means they forgave each other for whatever it was.

“Don’t look at me, I’m blushing right now.. because I want to say something.. Come on, turn your head away from me! But not your hands..” said Yamapi biting his own lips.

Uchi let a chuckle and sent his head to the left. But he saw Yamapi’s red face first.

“I am really down.. When you won’t answered my calls.. I’m really down too, when you don’t reply my calls.. I’m very confused when I can’t find anyone else that will listens to my boring stories.. I hate it when at 10 o’clock at night, no body I wanted to talk to calls me..”

Slowly Uchi’s smile fades away.

“I feel it again, that loneliness.. You can laugh at me for saying these lame words.. but I don’t give a shit at all.. I’m sorry, Uchi.. I’m sorry.. for whatever it is I’ve done.. I’m sorry”

Uchi turn back his head to Yamapi. What Yamapi just said to him was exactly what he felt too.

“Yamapi, me too.. gomen..”

“You’re my best friend.. And I love you..” said Yamapi.

Uchi did not know that “I love you” word, can be this hurt to hear, when it is combined with the word ‘bestfriend’.

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Yamapi drives Uchi to Ryo’s Apartment. That’s where he’s staying here in Tokyo. Yamapi stopped the car right in front of the lobby.

“Okay, sleep tight, ne..” said Yamapi cheerfully.

“Uhn!” Uchi nodded. He made his way out of the car. But after standing for 2 seconds, he went back inside the car and hugged Yamapi.

“I’m glad we’re friends again.. I’m stupid..” he said honestly.

Yamapi replied the hug. Closed his eyes. “Uhn!” he said.

They pulled away. Without saying anything else they nodded to each other. But when Uchi wanted to go out from the car, this time Yamapi took his wrist. Asking him to stay.
Uchi sat again.

“Uchi.. Right now.. I have him..”

Uchi realized, finally Yamapi wants to talk about what actually made them like this. And Uchi already knew who is “him” without even asking.

“But that doesn’t mean.. Umm.. I won’t go away from you..” Yamapi said to Uchi. But his eyes are looking to the road in front of them.

“I know.. Thanks for letting me hear it right from you.. That you and him are together.. Don’t worry about me, I’m sure I’ll be okay..”

Yamapi stare at him.

“I’ll move on, ne?” said Uchi smiling.

“Uchi..” Yamapi hold Uchi’s right hand, warm, like before in the sky dining.

“Thank you.. I love you so much, Uchi..”

“I love you too.. You’re my bestfriend..”

And again, “I love you” is a hurtful word.
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okay,
i know i'm still torturing some people,
and i know i'm so emo rite??
ahahahahahaha ^^
what do u think about this fic?
your comment are LOVE

spread the NEWS icon! XD

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 02:15:34 GMT

okai,
during my so called "hiatus",
whenever i feel bored or need to refresh my brain i make some icon!
but, as usual so many mistake!
Gomen nee~
hope u like it! most of them is NEWS!!!
spread the NEWS!!!
Comment are LOVE!!

Teaser

NEWS = 8 peoples

Yamashita Tomohisa

Koyama keiichiro

Masuda Takahisa

Kato Shigeaki

Nishikido Ryo

Pairing
Uchipi

Tegomassu

Ryotego

Nishikato

Koyapi and Koyatego

Keniichi Matsuyama

Ohkura Tadayoshi

Started with a Simple Message (7 pt.1/?) + bye-bye minna~

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 08:50:13 GMT

Minna!!
i'm posting this chap asap because starting tommorow i will have my semi-hiatus!
ahahahahahaha
so i can't post anything for the next 2 weeks,
but u can still see me on LJ or YM if i have time!^^

ahhhh...
damn final test!
but please wish me good luck nee~

i have something to say to my fellow sensei on the weirdos gakuen...
noichi_desu : hunn, now i'm goin on my hiatus! hahaha wish me good luck nee~ and im still waiting on the keichan layout! ^^ ahahahahaha it's okay just take your time!! hope this exam will finish soon so i can go home and we can meet!!!! we must meet! *HUGS* will miss u! ILUSM♥♥
keeconk : kiii, i hukss wish me good luck nee~ i will face my exam now, hope i will pass all of them! like u! omedetou anyway! ahahahahahaha...
huhuhuhuhuhu will miss our crazy talk about HG, keito, daiki, massu argghh all the crazy fangirling stuff! and miss u ofcourse! ILUSM too♥♥

and last but not least!
dephi : i will miss u too! ahahahahaha now i'm the one who's going on hiatus.. hope i can be back soon nee~ but we can still chat in YM nee~ wish me luck *hugs* ILU♥♥

*gomen nee for talking like it's a good bye forever!! ahahahahaahahaa *LEBAY mode ON

GANBATTE nee~ minna.. i will too ^^
jya~

anyway because of the long entry for this post, i will post the chap 7 in two part.

Title: Started with a Simple Message (7 pt.1/?)
Pairing: Uchipi, tegopi, and some random JE boys
Author: laftkeichan
Rating: PG-13 ( I think soo…)

Summary: Pi sends Uchi a birthday message because Ryo-chan told him to. They started to have a better friendship. They mailed each other everyday, chat on the phone or intentionally went to see each other but Yamapi never notices Uchi’s feeling along the friendship.

Info: It’s still un-beta, and I dedicated this fic to my sister! Lafttomohisa.
She was the one who told to make uchipi fic,
This is my first time^^.
Arigatou nee,,, ^^ LOL XDDD

[chapter 1][chapter 2][chapter 3][chapter 4][chapter 5][chapter 6]

Chapter 7 part 1

Akanishi Jin,
Kat-tun’s best singer, very handsome, a playboy, and apparently a bestfriend to Yamashita Tomohisa.

Yamapi opened Jin’s apartement room. He saw 6 men discussing something important. The one person he wanted to see the most was looking at him questionly.

“Are you drunk, man?” that was the first line coming out of Akanishi Jin.

“I’m going to sleep at your room, ne.. Bye bye Kat-tun” said Yamapi smiling weakly. He went to find Jin’s room. Koki thought, he’s definitely drunk. Kame was starring at Yamapi, confused. While Junno is waving “byebye” to Yamapi cheerfully, it’s clearly that this guy is the type that can’t read the situation. Ueda kick Junno’s feet to make him stop waving. It seems like only nakamaru realized that Jin's face suddenly changed, it became very worried

“Umm.. how can I say this.. You see.. No, I can’t.. But it’s Yam.. still.. guys.. no, wait.. I.. i.. shouldn’t..” Jin was mumbling so bad. He’s torn between his responsibility to stay with the group meeting or to be with one of the most important person in his life.

“ Don’t worry..” said Kame calmly, he gave Jin a smile. It’s been a while since Jin saw Kame’s sincere smile.

When all the Kat-tun members left. Jin went to the kitchen and made a quick hot chocolate. Yamapi once said it’s the best in the world because it reminds Yamapi of mama-chan’s cooking that he loved so much. (mama-chan = Jin’s mother)

Jin openned the door to find Yamapi sat on the edge of the bed. When Jin entered, Yamapi slid down to the floor. Pushing his back to the bed. His both hands stroking his head with frustrations.

“I don’t know what to do, Jin..” he said with a painful voice.

“Don’t you sleep?” Jin suddenly asked.

“Huh?”

“Don’t you sleep and eat?” again, Jin asked him.

“No, because I can’t sleep and eat. I have to think a way out. I can’t let myself relax..”

“Talk to him, that’s the only way..” said Jin while he sit beside Yamapi. Facing his bestfriend.

Yamapi gave Jin an irritating look. “ God, I forgot you’re that baka..”

“Okay, I get it.. he wont talk to you.. Ignoring you.. Then make him! You should be the one who make things better, because you’re scaring me now with you’re current condition..” Jin finally got the chance to say it. What’s been in his mind for the past sometimes.

“What..?” said Yamapi clueless.

“I’m scared of you, Pi.. You looked like a walking zombie to me.. Other people might think your okay. By your outlook appearance, you look cool and nothing’s bothering you. Typical Yamapi. But not to me, Pi. I’m saying this as your friend, you look like shit!”

Yamapi wanted to laugh but he knows that Jin is serious. So he just stare at Jin smiling helplessly. “Okay.. but I just need to calm down.. It’s just so hard.. You see it’s been 3 days.. I can’t stand it..”

It’s been 3 days that Yamapi can’t reach Uchi on his cellphone. It’s not because it’s dead but Uchi just won’t answers it. It goes the same for messages. He can’t act as if he doesn’t care to this because he does.

Uchi is a person so close to him now he won’t even talk to him. Yamapi just felt lonely. And he felt bad that he’s hurting him. For these 3 days Yamapi also didn’t meet Tegoshi, because Tegoshi caught up with a busy schedule for Ai ai Gasa.

“Aaaaaaaaaaaaaarghh… I want to calm down.. help me.. help me, Jin…” said Yamapi exhausted with painful feelings.

“Just wait here..”

Yamapi saw Jin walked out of the room. Not long he heard a door slamming and after that just a silence. So he assumed that Jin went out. Yamapi crawl on to Jin’s bed weakly. Resting his head and trying to get to sleep.

He is so close to crying.

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It’s been two hours he’s asleep.

Now he felt somebody rubbing his hair gently. He was still half a sleep. But it’s so comfortable. He knows that somebody is near him right now.

His eyes was still too sleepy. He can’t open it. But he tries hard to feel the presence of this figure. He knows it. So he slowly tries to speak.

“Tegoshi.. Is that you..?”

“Yamashita-kun..”

Yamapi opened his eyes slowly to see Tegoshi right beside him. He can’t move yet, he’s too weak. The only thing he can do to express his happiness is just to smile.

“What happened to you..?” said Tegoshi still running his finger through Yamapi’s hair.

Yamapi finally got the strength to open his eyes. He grabbed Tegoshi’s other hand and just hold it.

“I’ll go get you a drink.. coffee? Or tea?” Tegoshi was about to get off the bed when Yamapi won’t let go of his hand.

“ No.. I don’t get to see you for days.. Now you want to walk away again? No..” Yamapi insisted. “ Just stay and keep doing what you just did with my hair..”

“You’re so spoilt..” Tegoshi chuckled. And he did what Yamapi asked him to.

“How come.. You’re suddenly here? Did Jin..”

“Yes.. He looked for me and brought me here.. I don’t understand at first.. He just kept saying ‘I need you to help my bestfriend.. help him.. he’s gonna die soon if you don’t come.. he’s dying… he’s dying’ like that over and over.. I get panicked and worried… So I just left the meeting room like that..

Yamapi smiled at this. He totally understands the bakaness in Jin.

“ You don’t know how glad I am to see you sleeping so peacefully.. Because in my head I imagined you’re covered with blood! Because of the way Jin told me..” Tegoshi chuckled too.

They laughed about Jin together. But after that there’s silence. They just kept starring at each other.

“I’m so glad you’re here..” said Yamapi nearly whispering.

“Yamashita-kun.. What is it..” asked Tegoshi. Yamapi knows that Tegoshi will ask this question, like everybody who met him before. And he already prepared to tell him. Because at least he should know.

“Uchi.. He told me.. He has feelings for me..”

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that's for now...
go to next chap to find out more minna~
jyaa~

this is part 2 minna!

Started with a Simple Message (7 pt.2/?)

Sat, 21 Jun 2008 08:47:53 GMT

Title: Started with a Simple Message (7 pt.2/?)
Pairing: Uchipi, tegopi, and some random JE boys
Author: laftkeichan
Rating: PG-13 ( I think soo…)

Summary: Pi sends Uchi a birthday message because Ryo-chan told him to. They started to have a better friendship. They mailed each other everyday, chat on the phone or intentionally went to see each other but Yamapi never notices Uchi’s feeling along the friendship.

Info: It’s still un-beta, and I dedicated this fic to my sister! Lafttomohisa.
She was the one who told to make uchipi fic,
This is my first time^^.
Arigatou nee,,, ^^ LOL XDDD

[chapter 1][chapter 2][chapter 3][chapter 4][chapter 5][chapter 6]

Chapter 7 part 2
Nishikido Ryo was at the Jimusho. Watching the latest kanjani8's performance in his Laptop, while chatting with Koyama too. Suddenly his cellphone vibrated, the id caller is "Hiroki Uchi" . Ryo grabbed his cellphone and answer it right away.

" Uchi, good time to call! I was just chatting with Koyama and he told me that NEWS is going to Osaka for a TV show. It's good, ne?? We could meet and hang out, the three of us you, me and Yamapi. Ofcourse we'll hang out with the other NEWS too. You missed Koyama, right?" Ryo kept babbling about his conversation with Koyama before he realized that the person who's calling him have not said a thing.

"Uchi..? Are you there?" said Ryo-chan wondering.

"Ryo-chan.. It hurts.." cried Uchi. Uchi is definitely crying, Ryo-chan is good enough to know that. Uchi's voive was shivering and he is nearly whispering.

"Uchi..?!! Uchi..?! what happened?"

" Ryo-chan.. help me.. help me.. It hurts so bad.."

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Ryo slammed his apartment door. Worried. Super worried. He entered the room to find his bestfriend kneeling down and holding his hands.
He was at his living room. Alone. His laptop is in front of him.

“Uchi!! What happended? Why are you crying? Wh are you hurt? What what… talk!!” said Ryo while he added more speed toward Uchi and finally beside him. Holding both of Uchi shoulders.

Uchi look up to face Ryo.

“I’m sad.. I just watched Never Ending DVD concert and Eito’s 47.. And you guys are having so much fun without me!!” sobbed Uchi again.

At this point, Ryo relax himself. He’s just waiting for the anger to come up on his face.

“Damn you, Uchi. If you weren’t so damn pretty I would have killed you by now! You nearly gave me a heart attack!!!!!!!!” said Ryo while he lays his exhausting body to the floor next to Uchi.

Uchi smilled cutely. And Ryo definitely can’t resist this. He smiled back.

“Ne, Uchi.. you sounded terribly hurt on the phone.. I assumed you got probl… well.. You’ve never been like that before… “ said Ryo closing his eyes.

Uchi just chuckled. “I’m okay..”

After that, Ryo went to the kitchen to cook for their diner. Uchi was watching Never Ending DVD concert again. He got that sad look on his face again, Ryo thought.

“Spicy Chicken Ramen ala Nishikido!!” Ryo brought two big bowls to the living room. There was no reaction from Uchi, he just kept staring at NEWS who is singing Snow Express on the screen right now.

Ryo grabbed the remote control from Uchi’s hand. After that moving his face to be so close to Uchi to block Uchi’s sight at the screen.

“Eat now, or I’ll kiss you!” shouted Ryo in front of Uchi’s face.

Uchi came back from his wondering mind. He blinked at his bestfriend’s action.

“Oh.. gomen gomen.. I was just so happy to see you guys.. Snow Express is a good song, Ryo-chan!! And everybody looked so good in that black costume..” said Uchi happily.

But Ryo just felt it was a fake one.

“Happy? I saw your upset face, Uchi..” said Ryo calmly, he is now slurping his ramen. Uchi felt a heartbeat.

Apparently, Uchi cannot lie to Ryo. It’s just impossible to lie to you, Uchi told him self. But he was not ready to tell Ryo about what’s truly troubling him.

Uchi just kept silent. He’s getting used to this silence.

Well , Ryo is not the type that will ask directly about someone’s problem. He will wait until the person is ready to tell. Or he just got his own way to get it out of the person itself, about the problem that they’re having.

Uchi really wished that Ryo will just wait until he’s ready to tell Ryo.
Don’t get it out of me now, Ryo-chan..

“Hey, Uchi.. Have you heard that Pi and Tegoshi are an item now.. Well, I never thought of that before.. But I’m not that shocked..”

Uchi froze.

“What..?”

“Yea.. Jin told me couple days before.. I wonder why Pi haven’t told me him self.. But what the hell, maybe he’s just shy.. I think it happened after that night when we’re at your house, Uchi.. But nobody knows, only me and Jin I think.. But i don’t keep secrets from you, so I tell you..” said Ryo fast. Ryo stole a glance at Uchi.

They’re together?, Uchi asked himself. I feel so stupid..
Uchi still managed to give Ryo a fake smile.

“Well, they make a cute couple, ne..”

“I was thinking about congratulating them.. We should throw a party for them!”

“No!” exclaimed Uchi right away. Uchi didn’t realize that he was shouting suddenly.
Uchi’s cellphone rang.

It was in the middle of the table, so Ryo can see who is calling Uchi. The ID caller says Yamapi.

Uchi was troubled. He didn’t want to answer it. But to ignore Yamapi’s call in front of Ryo it would be too weird. Ryo just sat there eating. No reaction at all. Just waiting for Uchi to answer.

Long.. long.. still ringing.. And Uchi stood still…

Long.. long.. ringing..

Uchi can see Ryo grabbed the phone from the table. Uchi was so afraid that he will answer it right away. But to Uchi’s surprise Ryo hit the off button on Uchi’s cellphone.

“If you don’t want to answer calls, you should just turn this off..”

That is so Ryo-chan.

“ See? I told you.. He won’t answer it again..” Yamapi threw his cellphone inside the car.

“ I just need to say.. I mean to talk to him..I.. I…” Yamapi leaned his back to his car.

“I miss him, Tegoshi..”

“Do you love him too?”

“ I.. well I can’t say that I don’t love him.. I love all my best friends..”

They were in front of Tegoshi’s building. It was 12 pm at night.
Tegoshi stared at the sky. Then turn to face Yamapi.

“Hmmmm… Good night..” Tegoshi was about to walk away. But Yamapi stepped in front of him first. Blocking Tegoshi’s way into the building.

Yamapi leaned closer to kiss him. Tegoshi let the older boy do what he wants.

After a while, Yamapi broke the kiss.

“I.. I lov..” Yamapi was interrupted. Tegoshi’s palm hand closed Yamapi’s mouth suddenly.

“Don’t say it, Yamashita-kun.. I understand.. I do.. Just don’t.. Don’t say it just to make me feel at ease..” Tegoshi said shyly but sure.

Yamapi’s face looked very serious.

Tegoshi went to take the stairs, but got distracted by Yamapi who is holding his hand. Tegoshi turn his head to face Yamapi.

“Just believe me.. “ Yamapi stopped. He got troubled to say the words he wanted to say.

“ I do.. I believe you.. Always have, and always will..” replied Tegoshi. He gave Yamapi a warm glare before entering his building.

Yamapi waited until he makes sure Tegoshi is inside, and then he starts driving again. Memories sort of came back, the night where he first realizes his feelings for Tegoshi, the stormy night.

It was a quiet night. There just a few cars on the road. Yamapi was just remembering that he and Tegoshi just went to this cool diner place, it’s called Keirahyde. The place was amazing. It was a sky diner at the rooftop. The place was on top of Tokyo Plaza.

Yamapi slowly grabbed his cellphone to create a message. He wanted to tell somebody about this cool place, like he always does. And he’s ready to report his life today to someone.
At one point, he stops writing.

“Right, why I’m so used to it...”

Yamapi didn’t realize that he was about to text Uchi.
Well, this has been his daily life before. To report every single detail of his life to one person, and one person only.
Yamapi felt lonely. And he hates loneliness.
He misses his messages. He misses his calls. He misses Uchi.

“Uchi.. Onegaii.. Please answer..” Yamapi dial his number again with all his might. He wanted to hear Uchi’s voice.

“The number you are calling is not available at the moment.. Please hold until you hear the beep..”
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so minna!
this is the last part of this chap!
did i make u courious?
hahahahaha LOL XDD
anyway u will find the answer in 2 weeks...
gomen nee!!
then that's all minna~
i will surely miss all of you!
YOSH!!! GANBATTE~

Started with a Simple Message (6/?)

Thu, 19 Jun 2008 16:12:33 GMT

Title: Started with a Simple Message (6/?)
Pairing: Uchipi, tegopi, and some random JE boys
Author: laftkeichan
Rating: PG-13 ( I think soo…)

Summary: Pi sends Uchi a birthday message because Ryo-chan told him to. They started to have a better friendship. They mailed each other everyday, chat on the phone or intentionally went to see each other but Yamapi never notices Uchi’s feeling along the friendship.

Info: It’s still un-beta, and I dedicated this fic to my sister! Lafttomohisa.
She was the one who told to make uchipi fic,
This is my first time^^.
Arigatou nee,,, ^^ LOL XDDD

[chapter 1][chapter 2][chapter 3][chapter 4][chapter 5]

Chapter 6

“ I dare you two to make out, right now..”

“Woow, wai- wait.. what? Oii, Ryo-chan!”

“Nishikido-kun.. That’s..”

Uchi felt shocked by Ryo’s words. He can’t believe it.

“ What’s with the serious face? God, it’s just a DARE! You made me call Jin and asked him to teach me how to be sexy! How screwed I am, you think? Where the hell were my pride?? But I did it anyway, it’s just a dare. Nothing’s real in dare” Ryo tried to convinced the two. While Uchi can’t hide his feelings, he can’t help to fake smiling.

“ Ne, Ryo-chan.. don’t you think you went a little over board?? Let’s just drop it, ne.. See, you’re making them uncomfortable..” said Uchi calmly but shaking. He hoped that he can fast forward this moment and just be done with it.

But Yamapi’s sudden reaction made Uchi completely lost him self.

Yamapi grabbed Tegoshi’s shoulder by his two hands. Making the shy younger boy to face him. He wanted to talk properly but it just seems so hard.

“ It’s just a dare.. right?” he asked Tegoshi with a low tone. Making Tegoshi looked at him directly then quickly stare at the floor.

Please, stop it…

“ I.. well.. But..” Tegoshi stopped talking when Yamapi leaned forward to his face. Tegoshi hold his breath. He did not know what to do. But now he’s confused because Yamapi is stopping 2 inches away from his face.

Please, don’t do this…

“ I will not do it, if you’re not willing too..” he smiled kindly.
Having this man said that to him, with face so close to each other. Tegoshi close his eyes to meet Yamapi’s lips. And kissed him. A quick one, then they pulled away from each other.

Ryo applaud in the most exciting way. “ Sugggoi!!” screamed Ryo.

“ What’s with you? You’re so excited.. It’s not like you haven’t done it..” said Yamapi chuckled, touching his own lips.

Yamapi looked at Tegoshi, he just sat there shyly and blushing.

As for Uchi, he can’t believe he just saw Yamapi kissed Tegoshi. In front of his eyes.

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“Uchi… Ne.. Uchi!”

Yamapi called him several times. But Uchi’s mind had been completely blank. He’s getting used to be blank. He doesn’t know why. Uchi just felt struggling to live everyday normally.

Yamapi stole a glance to Uchi, while still managed to keep an eye on the road. They were inside Yamapi’s car. On the way to Uchi’s new dorama set.

“ Is there something bothering you?” asked Yamapi calmly. He can truly sensed that Uchi is not in a great mood. He’s just a bit afraid that he was the one who caused that.

Silence. There was long pause. They can only hear NEWS singing “With Me” on the tape.

“Yamapi.. Why… you kissed Tegoshi….. last night..?” said Uchi slowly.

Uchi was trying to speak properly but what’s coming out of his lips is only a small voice.
Uchi did not steal any glances at Yamapi’s direction. He just kept starring and leaning towards the car window.

“Oh, that.. Why you’re asking that?” said Yamapi trying to hide his nervousness. “ Now I feel a little embarrassed..”

“ Just.. asking.. why..”

Again, the silence. Uchi can hear Yamapi took a deep breath and released it with a sigh.

“I think I would have still kissed him that night, even if it weren’t for Ryo’s dare..” admitted Yamapi.

By this statement, Uchi felt crushed. Crushed. That all he can do is close his eyes. But he didn’t even try to hide the sadness in his face. Now it was cleared that the man he loved, loves somebody else.

“ Uchi.. Chott… chottto!! Chottooo.. Why do you.. You’re not.. are you crying? Uchi..?” said Yamapi suddenly panicked by Uchi’s reaction.

Uchi choose not to hear Yamapi’s voice. He just sat there quietly, even when he’s already crying.

Yamapi stopped the car immediately when he reached the edge of the road. Then turn to look at the figure who’s really upset. Yamapi did not know what to say. But he just thought that he has to figure this out.

Figure this out, Yamapi! He told him self.

“Don’t look here, just drive.. I said just drive!” shouted Uchi weakly, pointing at the road in front of them. One side of Yamapi already prepared to do what Uchi told. So he drives the car slowly.

After a while of another silence, Yamapi hesitantly asked, but he’s pretty sure this is it.

“ Uchi..” said Yamapi slowly without even taking his eyes off the road. One hand on the steering wheel, another one leaned on the window to hold his head. “ Do you love me?”

Uchi did not reply at this. Yamapi still trying hard not to look at the younger boy. He just wait. Just waiting. Just like that.

Until he his cellphone vibrated, he took it from his pocket to open a message that came.

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09.00 am
To : Yamashita Tomohisa

Yes, I love you.

From : Uchi Hiroki
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Yamapi stare at the message. He took a quick look at Uchi who is still avoiding him. He admitted that he’s shocked by Uchi’s feeling. Because he never thought of it before, but now he does. Knowing that Uchi has feeling for him, he can’t just let this go. He can’t act as if he doesn’t care.

But that reminds him of last night. After the game, after the kiss. It was Yamapi who confessed his feelings to Tegoshi when Ryo and Uchi went downstairs.

But.. now there’s Uchi..

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The memory of last night came back to him…

“Yamashita-kun..” said Tegoshi. He gripped the edge of Yamapi’s shirt to get his attention.

Both of them are being left out by Ryo and Uchi who went downstairs. Now, they’re sitting on the bed. Feet touching the floor. It just happened, the kiss.

Tegoshi parted his lips to say something. But he backed out. He just realized that he doesn’t have enough courage to say something about what happened earlier.

But Yamapi, who felt responsible, noticed this.

“ Gomen ne.. After all it’s just to weird..” said Yamapi hesitantly. “ Gomen ne, Tegoshi.. I should not have done that.. ” Yamapi turn his head to face Tegoshi. Tegoshi shocked at Yamapi’s glare. But he decided to say something after all.

“ Unn..” nodded Tegoshi slowly. Yamapi thought his face is still pale, a little.“ But..”

“ But..?” asked Yamapi suddenly.

“ But it feels.. weird.. But when you hold me.. it’s just… I don’t know… I’m confused.. Why you have to.. I…just… just..” Tegoshi find it hard to say what he wanted to say. Because he wasn’t supposed to feel this way about him. He’s not ready to feel this way.

Deep in his heart, Yamapi already know why he did that. But now, seeing this little figure getting all doubts because of him, made Yamapi happy a little bit.

“I’m just.. This is too much.. And weird.. isn’t it? I mean.. you’re a guy.. I know that’s what I am too.. but..”

“ Tegoshi, do you hate it when I hold you..?” Yamapi pulled Tegoshi into him. Hugged the younger boy softly.

Tegoshi shook his head.

“ And, do you hate it if I play with your hair? Just like this..” Yamapi’s finger are twirling some of Tegoshi’s hair, while Tegoshi still in his arms.

Tegoshi shook his head again.

Yamapi can’t believe now the person he secretly loved, are in his arm. He hasn’t hugged him back, but he just stayed there.

“Yamashita-kun.. But it just doesn’t feel right..”

“Okay, listen to me..” Yamapi pulled away to face Tegoshi. “ I know what you’re still confused about.. what you’re worried about.. I know I’m a guy, big deal.. Well I don’t care..”

Tegoshi still looked down, even when Yamapi saying all those things so easily.

“ But I care about you..”

This time, Tegoshi can’t resist his presence anymore.

“ I… I believe you, Yamashita-kun...”

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yeay!
this already chap 6 minna~
everything getting more complicated nee~
ahahahahahahaha...^^
what do you think?
comment are LOVE!
*hugs*

Started with a Simple Message (5/?)

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 02:13:56 GMT

Title: Started with a Simple Message (5/?)
Pairing: Uchipi, tegopi, and some random JE boys
Author: laftkeichan
Rating: PG-13 ( I think soo…)

Summary: Pi sends Uchi a birthday message because Ryo-chan told him to. They started to have a better friendship. They mailed each other everyday, chat on the phone or intentionally went to see each other but Yamapi never notices Uchi’s feeling along the friendship.

Info: It’s still un-beta, and I dedicated this fic to my sister! Lafttomohisa.
She was the one who told to make uchipi fic,
This is my first time^^.
Arigatou nee,,, ^^ LOL XDDD

[chapter 1][chapter 2][chapter 3][chapter 4]

Chapter 5

Right now, They were at Sendai for.. Umm nothing really. It wasn’t for job. Just for fun.

Yamapi and Uchi sat on street dining, they were eating takoyaki together. Because it’s a little crowded so no one noticed them.

They were just talking. Laughing like no one cares. Saying bad things about other Johnnys, but just for fun. If they weren’t Yamashita Tomohisa and Uchi Hiroki, they already looked like a complete idiot.

Yamapi made a really cute face.

Uchi giggles.

Another cute face, it was just like he went back to become Akira once again.

Uchi giggles again.

And now, Yamapi smiled so wide that his eyes were closed and he let out a giggle too, but still smiling. He became a total dork.

Actually, they did this kind of thing a lot. Taking a trip and just having fun. They don’t meet a lot, but they mailed each other everyday. Like every night they chat on the phone. During Yamapi’s group rehearsal or during Uchi’s drama shooting.

"What's gotten in to you?" Uchi smile heplessly.

"I'm just soooooooooo happy!" said Yamapi cheerfully.

Uchi thought seeing Yamapi like this is very extraordinary. Honestly, he's like the stupidest person on earth right now.

"Are you on drugs?" giggles Uchi.

"Yea, it's you!"

Uchi know that this is only a joke. Some silly jokes that Uchi already got used to. But still, it's flattering for him. And he can't help to feel warm on his face and feel embarrassed.

“I’m happy because.. Hiiihihihiiihihihiii… I’m allowed to get my hair perm..” said Yamapi after that.

“ First I just want to joke around, because obviously playing a doctor would expect me to be very serious, right? I just thought it would be a little goofy if I have a curly hair..” explained Yamapi.

“Goofy?”

“Yea, and I totally just say it by accident. But they made me do it! They say it’ll make me look wiser! Duh?? I want a curly hair to make me look goofy, but what they thought was totally different! I’m confused! But, I get what I want though.. eheeheehee..”

Uchi thought Yamapi looked like an elementary kid right now, so happy just because of silly things.

“Well from what I thought, with that face.. Any hair-do will be just fine.. You don’t have to be goofy by your look.. When you played Akira, your outlook appearance is just normal.. But, your can totally made people laugh just by your attitudes.. right? You have it, what it takes.. “ Uchi mumbled as he took a glance at Yamapi.

Yamapi bit his lips, then smile and stared at Uchi. He looked so happy by Uchi’s words.

“Thank you, Uchi.. No one has ever said it so honest like that..”
Blush. Blush.Blush.

“I take it back!” said Uchi hurriedly. He’s shy. He’s too shy.

“What??? Why?? It was just so beautiful!!” cried Yamapi.
And they just end it with laughs. And heartbeats, for Uchi.

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After that they went back to the hotel room, with two beds. Yamapi was too drunk to take a shower, he tossed him self to the bed. Uchi still cleaned him self before going to bed. It’s around 12pm at night.

“Aaa.. I’m so tired!” said Uchi while he jumps on his bed after taking a shower. He turns his face to see the sleeping Yamapi now already conscious. But he was just staring at the window outside. Still lying on the bed.

“You’re not sleeping?”
Yamapi rolled his face and offers Uchi his sleepy eyes.

“I don’t usually sleep by this hour.. You know, because of works.. I usually don’t get much sleep”

“Oh.. I see..”

Unexpectedly Uchi heard Yamapi was humming Hadashi no Cinderella Boy.

“Out of no where.. Hahahaa.. You’re unpredictable..” said Uchi. Because Yamapi likes to do things like that. He could be fun, he could be angry, he could sing out of no where and just like that.

“I always thought that song was about you..” said Yamapi in silence.

“Really? Ryo-chan said that song was meant for me..” Uchi chuckled. “But I don’t believe it..”

“It is.. It’s for you and Kusano.. Because you guys left us.. Hear the lyrics.. Cinderella Boy is you,, And Kusano too.. ” Yamapi closed his eyes while saying this.
Right now Uchi is really confused. He doesn’t know if Yamapi still drunk or not. Because Yamapi usually doesn’t like to talk about Uchi’s suspension.

“I hate it.. When both of you left.. It’s not because I love NEWS that much back then, but I just hate it when people left..” Yamapi gaze at Uchi.
Uchi just silently listens to Yamapi. No one is breaking the eye contact.

“I hate it when my father left.. I hate it when I left 4 tops.. I hate it when you and Kusano left.. I hate it when NEWS is gone.. I hate it when Jin left.. I hate it when everything starts disappear..”

Uchi slowly smiled. “Jin was right..”

“Eeh? Why Jin?”

“I forgot where it was, maybe on your Mr. X or when you guys exchanged letters.. He said that you hate loneliness.. loneliness, right?” said Uchi.
Yamapi nodded.

“Do you feel lonely?” asked Uchi.
Yamapi smiled weakly. He felt like Uchi understands him.

“You see, you’re never alone.. But you’re always lonely..” said Uchi softly.

“No, I am not.. I was though.. Not anymore..” said Yamapi while he sat on his bed. Taking of his jacket and leave only a white tank top on his body. Uchi refuse to stare at him, he’s afraid he will not be able to sleep. He turn his face and body to the other side.

“Huh?”

“ I’m not that lonely like I used to..”

“Why?”

“Because you were there.. Everytime.. Everyday..” said Yamapi half asleep.
He already buried his face to the pillow. Eyes closed.

“I’m never lonely again..” said Yamapi finally asleep.
Uchi felt warm in his heart. The time he spent with Yamapi, almost 5 months together, was his current most precious thing on earth.

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Nishikido Ryo,
A sexy Osaka man.
Amazing voice that can make all the girls faints, unpredictable, poisonous tongue, very attractive to the opposite gender, likes to flirt, treasures his besftriends and Uchi.

Ryo, he’s so close to punch 3 of his friends who is throwing him a disgusting glares at the same time at once.

Uchi was there, he said “ I can’t believe you did that, you’re such an ass”

Tegoshi was there, he said “ I’m scared of you more than ghosts now..”

Yamapi was there, he said “ You’re a sick son of a bitch..”

“IT”S JUST A FUCKING DORAMA! I’M NOT SOSUKE!” said Ryo angrily. Everybody just started to laugh. Right now they’re inside Uchi’s room, all of them sitting on the bed. “ mouu.. Yamette, don’t watch it again!!” Ryo turn of the TV. After that he’s making a pouting face.

“There.. there Ryo-chan.. we were just playing.. don’t be mad..” said Uchi while pinching both of Ryo’s cheeks.

“ Were you scared, Uchi?” asked Ryo with a childish tone. This earned a chuckled between Yamapi and Tegoshi who is sitting so close to each other.

“ Not at all, I mean it’s so you, but I just don’t get scared by you that easily..”

“Hee?? Maji de?? What if Pi did it? I mean if he’s playing Sosuke.. would you be scared of him? Or Tegoshi playing Sosuke.. will you be scared of him??” said Ryo so fast.

“ What? Ahahahaha it’s clearly impossible to imagine Tegoshi..” Tegoshi nodded at Uchi’s statement. “And I will be scared if who I saw is Yamapi. I mean, you rarely get to see him angry, right..”

“Well, I don’t want you to be scared of me, that’s why I’m not giving my best as Sosuke.. You see, I can be more horrible than that, right Pi?” Ryo-chan glared at Yamapi. He’s right, though. Ryo-chan can act so much more violence than that.

“Absoulutely!” Yamapi nodded in agreement.

After that, they decided to talked around and finally end up playing truth or dare. Lame, Ryo thought. But to make it better, he made everybody do the dare. There’s no truth again, except they were given a truth, by Ryo.

The dare went a bit wild when suddenly Ryo-chan dared Yamapi to take off his shirt. And Yamapi dared Tegoshi to call Shige and tell him that Koyama got hit by a car. This reminds Ryo and Uchi about Kusano, they once did this lie to Kusano. And Uchi dared Ryo to call Jin and say that Jin is hotter than him. What the??

They all laughed, just enjoying the time together. Uchi even managed to forget that it’s Tegoshi the one who sat near Yamapi, the one who Yamapi hugged if he felt shy, the one that gets to be the nearest with the topless Yamashita Tomohisa.

Until suddenly, they set on the last dare. It has to be the super hardest dare. For this, They did a ‘jan-ken-pon’ to get two losers. And the unfortunate event falls on Yamashita Tomohisa and Tegoshi Yuya.

The moment Uchi and Ryo won, Uchi already had a bad feeling about this.

“ I dare you two to make out, right now..” said Ryo with an evil smirk on his face. Which caused Yamapi’s and Tegoshi’s face went pale.
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finish the chap 5! yeay!
in the last chapter i felt a little bit devilish,
im so sad for make uchi suffer T__T
so in this chap i give him a little uchipi moment...
tell me waht u think minna~
your comment are love to me!
ehehehe ^^

Fic List^^

Sat, 14 Jun 2008 01:40:03 GMT

kyahahaha,,,
i just wanna keep it organized,
so i make a list of my fic^^

anyway i make this a long time ago,
now i kinda wanna put it here for a while ^^

[On-Going] :

Started with a Simple Message
Pairing : uchipi or maybe tegopi ?
Summary : Pi sends Uchi a birthday message because Ryo-chan told him to. They started to have a better friendship. They mailed each other everyday, chat on the phone or intentionally went to see each other but Yamapi never notices Uchi’s feeling along the friendship.
[chapter 1][chapter 2][chapter 3][chapter 4][chapter 5][chapter 6][chapter 7 pt.1][chapter 7 pt.2][chapter 8]

[One-Shot] :

Were You Thinking Of Me?
Pairing : Ryotego
Summary : Ryo felt jealous, but he’s not allowed to get angry because Tegoshi is not his boyfriend. When Ryo saw Tegomassu’s Ai ai gasa PV, he confessed to Tegoshi.
[I want you to be mine...]

[One-shot] Were You Thinking Of Me?

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 17:17:15 GMT

Title: Were You Thinking Of Me?
Rating: PG
Pairing: Ryotego
Summary: Ryo felt jealous, but he’s not allowed to get angry because Tegoshi is not his boyfriend. When Ryo saw Tegomassu’s Ai ai gasa PV, he confessed to Tegoshi.
Author’s Note : ((First time writing ryotego fic, and this is not for my sister^^ laftomohisa..Hahahahaaa.)) and this is still un-beta! gomen nee~

Nishikido Ryo is a very busy man.
Right now he was on a break time from his song rehearsal with Kanjani8. Maru wanted to show him some good place for shopping on the internet. So right now they're sitting on a couch together with Maru's Laptop in front of them.
"See, this jacket is so good! I want it! I want it! Let's go, it's not too far from here, right??" said Maru excited.
"Sure, let's go after we finished, okay? Oeiii, Yassu! Join us, will you?" Ryo shouted at Yassu who is still looking at the mirror. Fixing his new blonde hair.
"Are? Shopping?!! Ikuuuu!! But this this will happen, right? There's been a lot of your false promises these days, Ryo-chan.." said Yasu cutely.
Ryo just gave them a weak smile. " Yea, i promise.. Gomen ne, I’m just not in the mood lately.. i just get tired so easily these days.."
After that Maru and Yasu went to take some snacks. While Ryo lay his exhausted head to the couch.
Suddenly, his cellphone vibrated.
"Pi?"
"Ryo-chan, what time will you come out from your boring perfect life?" said Yamapi spoiltly.
"2 pm i think, yeaaah this is a stupid boring life, like yours too by the way.. Aaaaah damn it, i'm tired.. my head hurts so bad.. aaargghh…" said Ryo angrily. He was supposed to go to this fancy night club later with Yamapi and Jin, but with his current condition he felt his body couldn't take it.
"Oh, Ryo-chan.. it’s not your head, but you heart.. Well, why don't you turn on your laptop and see HIS new PV. it just came out today, i bet you haven’t seen it"
" What? Who's PV?" said Ryo with confuse feelings. But he knew that Yamapi has dirty things in his mind whenever he talks like that.
" Ai ai gasa,you baka." said Yamapi annoyed.
" Oh.. him.." suddenly Ryo felt wierd. It's only Yamapi who knew about this. Everytime it comes to that person.
" I swear, Ryo-chan. If you haven't told me anything i would've gone to his house right now and knocked him good. He's like an angel, a very hot one.." said Yamapi to tease Ryo.
"Pi, Stop talking that way about him!"
" Well, you know i also liked pretty boys.."
"You're so dead.." said Ryo-chan with all his might. It's like his ready to murder Yamapi this instant moment.
"Hahahahhaahhaha.. Well, for what it's worth, i think he's thinking about you when filming the PV.. In the PV he just looked like.. Well.. like saying all the lyrics to you.. Ahahahahahaha...I just knew it and I’m never wrong.." said Yamapi try to convince Ryo.
Ryo was really shy by Yamapi's words. He was so glad that Yamapi is not there to see his blushing face. He didn't say anything.
" Maybe Tegoshi was thinking about you all the time.. But you get jealous easily, even when he’s not yours.." said Yamapi suddenly.
" Bye, Pi.." Ryo hang up the phone. He's sure Yamapi would get irritated by his action , but he just can't wait to open Maru's laptop and find the PV in the internet.
He has to admit it, Pi's asummption is always correct.
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Tegoshi Yuya heard knocking at the front door. He was eating cupcakes while chatting on the laptop with Koyama at the living room.
He opened it to see Nishikido Ryo standing right in front of him.
"Nishikido-kun.."
Ryo just stare at Tegoshi.
"I'm sorry.. Okay, i said it.." said Ryo whose eyes now refusing to stare at Tegoshi.
Tegoshi didn't say anything. He went to take a step back to get inside the room, and was about to close the front door.
But Ryo quickly blocked it with his arm.
"Just go.. I don't need your sorry.." said Tegoshi slowly, looked annoyed.
Tegoshi tried to remember what happened two days ago. Ryo was mad at him because of something Tegoshi didn't know. But maybe because Tegoshi went out to take a bite with Kamenashi Kazuya. Kame pick him up from the Jimusho in front of Ryo’s face.
Ryo haven't confessed his feelings towards Tegoshi. He still keeps it to him self. Just because he can’t be honest to him self yet. And secretly watching Tegoshi all this time.
"I'll see you tomorrow at the Jimusho.." Tegoshi pushed Ryo's chest to make him go outside. And once again try to close the front door.
No, Ryo don't want to end it like this. He can't. He won't let thing stay like this.
"I'm jealous as hell, okay!" said Ryo with a high tone.
His lips were moving by it self. It's like he doesn't even realize that he said that.
"I feel angry! When i saw you going out with him.." Ryo's face was really upset.
"But we were just.." Tegoshi stopped talking because Ryo had interrupted him.
" I don't care! I don’t care what you’re doing with him.. You're torturing me here.."
Tegoshi watched Ryo carefully. Ryo was mad, for sure.
"Nishikido-kun.." Tegoshi touched Ryo's left cheek with his palm to calm him down.
Ryo tried to breathe steadily. He let it out all. About what’s been bothering him all this time.
Tegoshi stare at Ryo's black eyes, begging him to calm down. And soon, Tegoshi eased Ryo's upset face.
"Enough, okay.. Can i hug you?" said Tegoshi unexpectedly.
"Huh?"
Ryo was shocked by this. Tegoshi said it so sweetly, and he just felt embarrassed right now. But this is what he's been waiting for.
"What..? Why?"
"So you will not be in a bad mood again.. So you won't be jealous again.." said Tegoshi slowly hug the older boy by his neck.
Ryo felt at ease. He no longer feel angry or jealous or upset. Slowly Ryo wrapped his hands to Tegoshi's waist. And pulled the younger boy closer. Closer and tight.
"I want you to be mine.." said Ryo boldly. " I won't let you torture me anymore.. No.."
"I want to be yours!!” said Tegoshi cheerfully. Tegoshi jumps happily while he was still in Ryo's arm. “I want to be Nishikido-kun’s!!”
They pulled away and stare at each other. And now Ryo is giving him his flirtation glare.
"Nishikido-kun, stop it! You're making me shy.. Don't do that to me.. I will not fall for it.. Not like any other.." Tegoshi hides his blushing face.
"Well I’m not always mellow and romantic you now, I’m Nishikido Ryo.. I go for wild stuff too.." grinned Ryo.
Tegoshi felt so embarrassed. He knew that Ryo is like that. He's a ‘lady killer’ that get jealous just because of him. Tegoshi smile at this thought.
"You know, i saw the PV.."
"Yea..?”
"I just need a yes or no.. Answer this.. Were you thinking of me when you're saying your lyrics?"
Tegoshi was about to say something. But Ryo had interrupted him again.
"Wait.. Wait! Tegoshi.. Can i kiss you first..?" said Ryo while he moved closer to Tegoshi.
Ryo’s face leaned so close to Tegoshi’s. He closed his eyes when Ryo kissed him.
"Yes or no?” Ryo said after that. Still wrapping his hands around Tegoshi’s waist.
"....Yes.." said Tegoshi.
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so how was it minna~
this is my first time i make tegoryo pairing,
this is even my second fanfic!kyahahaha^^
please tell me what u think!
arigatouu...

randomly icon!

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 15:34:41 GMT

i was kinda bored,,
so i make some icon,
beside that my sister *laftomohisa also request some icon!
so i dedicate this for her!!! ^^
gomen,, but this icons is random..

teaser:

pairing:

nishikido ryo:

akanishi jin:

ohkura x yassu:

kyahahahaha,,,
i'm so mess in the size!
gomen! but i'm to lazy to fix it!!
anyway comment are love!

credit:
scans from
aya_takarai
boys_paper

Started with a Simple Message (4/?)

Mon, 09 Jun 2008 15:33:46 GMT

Title: Started with a Simple Message (4/?)
Pairing: Uchipi, tegopi, and some random JE boys
Author: laftkeichan
Rating: PG-13 ( I think soo…)

Summary: Pi sends Uchi a birthday message because Ryo-chan told him to. They started to have a better friendship. They mailed each other everyday, chat on the phone or intentionally went to see each other but Yamapi never notices Uchi’s feeling along the friendship.

Info: It’s still un-beta, and I dedicated this fic to my sister! Lafttomohisa.
She was the one who told to make uchipi fic,
This is my first time^^.
Arigatou nee,,, ^^ LOL XDDD

[chapter 1]
[chapter 2]
[chapter 3]

Chapter 4

There was 10 person there. Among them there's Ryo-chan, Jin, Uchi and Toma. It was 3am in the morning and they were at Nishikido Ryo's apartment.

Most of them were drunk because of the party. But Yamapi, the birthday boy still sobber. The truth is, he was very super happy because all of his friends threw him a surprise party! And Ryo-chan is the host, and everyone knows how great Ryo-chan's party is. But, he's not quite enjoying it because something caught his mind.

He holds on to his cellphone to ring. He waited for him to call, or at least text him.

Yamapi looked at sleeping Ryo who wrapped his arm between two girls, whom Yamapi don't know. Drunken Toma still chatting with a couple friends about polar bear and eiffel tower. While Jin is busy with his cigarette and one hand holding a bottle of vodka.

This has always been the scenes of every party. Yamapi usually end-up with only his boxer. He can't even remember what happened. But not for today.

Yamapi walked to the veranda. He sat on the floor, trying to catch some fresh air. He light a cigar when someone sit beside him. So he decided to postpone the smoking.

" Uchi? I thought you are already sleeping.. Or i see the wrong guy sleeping.. was it HaseJun?" said Yamapi to the beautiful eyes that reached him.

" No, i haven't sleep.. Everybody's drunk, you know.. It's funny seeing them acting like dorks.." giggles Uchi. Uchi was hugging his own feet. Yamapi thought it was a cute pose, he liked seeing people do that.

" Well, for me.. I didn't have enough time to hang out with them, i was never be available for them.. but they still care for me.. now i know why everyone calls me i'm a very lucky person.." said Yamapi with wierd tone. But he'smiling though.

" Ne, don't say that.. everyone in this world is unlucky people.. because no matter what, other people will always luckier than you.. That's just the way things are.." said Uchi looking down on his feet. The cold breeze was making Uchi's hair fell down and covering his eyes. If you had never met Uchi before, you'll fall in love with the scene of him now, Yamapi thought to himself.

" I didn't know you're so pessimistic, Uchi.." said Yamapi while lowering his head down to find Uchi's eyes. Uchi looked up a little bit. Hold his breath when he sees Yamapi's face so close.

" That's just who i am.."

" I don't think so!" Yamapi hugged him so tight that the both fell lying on the floor. Uchi was too shocked by this sudden action.

Now Yamapi got up to sat on the floor but keeping Uchi lying infront of him.

"That's not who you are.. at least, that's not who you used to be.. Just don't ever think or say that ever again, promise?" said Yamapi at the younger boy. Grabbing Uchi's wrist.

"Why...?"

" Cause you're making people sad.." said Yamapi slowly loosen his grip to Uchi's wrist.

Uchi stared at Yamapi for 3 seconds. And he can't believe what he said next.

" Am i making you sad..?"

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Uchi was in Ryo-chan's bathroom right now. Both of his hands are covering his face. Rubbing all tears that fell down his cheeks. He want to stop crying, but it's too painful.

What happened half an hour ago is still hunting him as he started to remember it again.

--------------------flash back---------------------

" You're making Ryo-chan sad! And whatever thing that make Ryo-chan sad will make me sad too! So don't ever make Ryo-chan cry okay, cause i'll definitely be crying too... We kind of have one heart..Aahhahahaha" Yamapi laugh at his own words. But Uchi knew that none of those words was a lie.

Uchi's really upset. That's not the kind of answer that he was hoping to get from Yamapi. Definitely not by the mention of Ryo-chan's name.

"So get optimistic! We're both optimistic people, right? Yay!! And also if you carry on like this, Ryo-chan would never marry you!! Ahahahahahaaa.. Ihihihiiihiii.. Okay, i'm starting to feel all the effect of those drinks right now.." said Yamapi so calm suddenly. Now he's lying beside Uchi closing his eyes. " Aaaaaaaahh.. i feel dizzy, i should get some sleep, ne.."

Uchi felt like his heart shattered everywhere. But just to be close to this person is enough. This is enough, Uchi told himself.

And Yamapi's cellphone rang. The ring tone was Sono Egao Boku ni Misete. Uchi thought this was cute, this guy was too in love with his bestfriend. The ringing cellphone was lying next to the sleepy Yamashita Tomohisa.

"Mou.. No, i'm not answering.." said Yamapi with sleepy eyes.

But the cellphone kept ringing. It's more than 3 times now. Yamapi just lying there like nothing's happened.

As far as Uchi knows, Yamapi got the abillity to ignore anything he thought wasn't important for a moment. That's why don't ever let Yamapi thinks you're not important to him. Or you might end-up like his cellphone right now.

But Uchi realized that all night Yamapi was looking at his cellphone. It's obvious that he's waiting for someone to call him. Uchi can't help to be curious that this caller might be the one Yamapi had been waiting for all night.

The moment Uchi looked into the cellphone's screen, was the moment he regretted it.

The name was Tegoshi Yuya.

"Dare, Uchi??" said Yamapi with just one eye opened.

Uchi hate this. He wished he could just repeat it and never took Yamapi's cellphone on his hand. He had no choice but to tell him.

"Tegosh.." Uchi's words was interrupted by the standing Yamapi so suddenly. He took the cellphone from Uchi's hand. Uchi didn't even said the whole name, he just managed to say Tegosh.

Uchi saw Yamapi's back going inside the apartment room to sit beside Jin, who is already sleeping on the couch.

"Tegoshi?" Uchi saw him talking at the cellphone. He had a different looked on his face.

"I will never talk to you ever again, i won't forgive you! Why you just called now? i said the moment you arrived there, call me!" said Yamapi angrily. But Uchi thought it was the sweetest way to tell you're worried about someone.

Uchi walked quickly to enter Ryo's bathroom. As soon as he locked the door, he realized he was already crying.

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Huufff…
This is chapter 4,
Am I being too mean to uchii??
Hmmm it’s fun to make uchi misrable!! *evil me
(Gomen nee uchi.. I still love u!!)
I still don’t know which pairing it’s going to be,
but I kinda want to make this fic a little bit more complicated… kyahahaha^^
Minna~ please tell me what u think…
Arigatou~