Title : History (1/3)
Pairing : Tegopi
Summary : They weren’t supposed to meet again.
Rating: PG-13
A/N: I want to dedicate this story for![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
biggy_chan^^ my super lovely friend, for her birthday a couple days ago. I made this specially for her, and even though it’s a bit rough at the first part, I hope it could be sweet at the ending XDD
5 months ago..
“You..” said Yamapi.
There Yamapi found him for the 2nd first time, sitting on one of the stairs. His bentou on his lap, and eating it quietly. It was an emergency stair, quite an unique option of place to eat lunch.
Yamapi himself was actually looking for a place to eat, but he was thinking of going into the rooftop alone. On the way through the stairs, there he found him.
When their eyes met, that boy smiled to Yamapi. He doesn’t recognize Yamapi.
“You..” repeated Yamapi again.
Yamapi can’t believe he saw this boy again, it wasn’t the first time.
Three days ago, they met at Nagase Tomoya’s birthday party. That man was Yamapi’s older brother. Tomoya was the child from Yamapi’s mother first marriage, and when she marries
Yamapi’s father, that’s when he was born. So Tomoya and Yamapi was half-brother. Still, they’re closer to each other like any other brothers.
“You don’t remember me?” asked Yamapi.
Tegoshi stared at Yamapi. Still trying to keep his friendly smile at the stranger in front of him. But then, something strikes back.
The night of the party, he got drunk. And he ended-up going home with a stranger and spent the night with him.
Tegoshi dropped his bentou when he realized that the stranger who was standing in front of him right now, was the same stranger that he spent the night with.
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Yamapi was working late that night. He still stuck on his desk with a bunch of unfinished papers that he has to sign. He loosened his tie and just leaned back to the comfortable chair. Closing his eyes, he’s so tired.
“Pi, the guys are going out again tonight.. You coming?” ask his friend who’s head suddenly popped up from the door.
“Going out? I don’t know, Ryo-chan… I’m so tired.. Where?” asked Yamapi with his tired voice.
“Dunno.. One of them are having a goukon (gathering) party.. It’s for boys and girls..” explained Ryo.
Yamapi was too tired to get his head up to see Ryo. So he just stayed with his position.
“Are you coming, Ryo-chan?”
“Yea!” answered the man quickly.
“Hmmm… I don’t know.. I really want to rest..”
“Come on, Pi.. We’ve been working so hard these past few months, since we became independent and separated from your brother’s company! And we pretty much deal with everything!” said Ryo as he made his way near the table and put both of his hands on the table, just like a lawyer questioning Yamapi.
Yamapi was always intimidated by his bestfriend. Ryo was always worried about him, he wants Yamapi to be alive again. And Yamapi knew he can’t say no even if he knew it’s not a good idea to come. He need a rest, he’s too tired, body and soul.
“Fine, Ryo-chan.. I’ll come..”
“Good! See you at the lobby in half an hour, okay!”
--- ---
That night, both of them were drunk that they can even think properly when or how they even get to meet each other.
What Yamapi remembers was only when they’re already at inside his apartment room. This boy looked so cute, and he just seem so irresistible That Yamapi can’t fight the will to kiss him.
So he did kiss the boy, without even knowing his name. He felt the boy replied the kiss and then one thing led to another. Yamapi was still aware enough that he was the first man that boy has ever slept with.
Yamapi have been with a few people before, but he never felt like this when someone held him so close and gentle. It’s weird because that boy was only a stranger he never met before.
But in the morning, he left. That boy left.
As much as that night was wonderful, Yamapi thought maybe that was just another one night stand. But it wasn’t. Yamapi never stopped thinking about that boy.
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Yamapi left the table full of people. He made his way to the bar and sits there. He ordered beer and just silently drink it. He was mad at himself, why can’t he enjoy being in a party like this again? Since when he became so lifeless like this, or to be exact, spiritless. Yamapi was about to drink his 3rd glass of beer. But he already wants to order another glass.
That was when he realized the bartender in front of him changed. It was not the same person that’s been serving him. Yamapi lift his head lazily, as his hand were on the air calling for the bartender.
“One more.. Onega..” Yamapi stopped talking when he saw the face in front of him.
The bartender was also shocked to see Yamapi there. He clearly wasn’t expecting for them to bump into each other there.
“Yamashita-kun..”
“What are you..” said Yamapi slowly, narrowed his eyes, trying to get a clear view. But then he saw the younger boy panicked and took a step back a couple time before actually storming out on him. Yamapi get off his seat and run after him. There’s just a bit of spirit left on him that’s giving him the strength to not let go of it this time.
It’s been four months..
It’s been four months since the last time he saw Tegoshi..
Since they broke up..
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Tegoshi runs from the bar as fast as he can, he heard a footstep coming closer to catch him. Tegoshi tries hard to escape, but it’s just impossible. He can’t breathe anymore, he has to stop running in the middle of the crowded Tokyo city. Even though it means he will have to face this man, whom he’s been trying to forget for these past few months.
Tegoshi would never imagine that in his new part time job as a bartender in Tokyo Plaza Hotel, he would meet with Yamapi again for the first time since they broke up. Tegoshi knew that Yamapi’s family owns a lot of hotel in Japan. But why one of it has to be the place where Tegoshi works.
It happened on the third day since Tegoshi started working there.
“Tegoshi, wait!” told the man. He caught Tegoshi’s hand and pulled him for a hug.
Tegoshi felt those strong arms wrapped around his body once more. He used to feel happy but now he feels pain. The same pain since the day they separated.
Why I met him again..
“Pi..” Tegoshi heard himself calling him. It’s been a while since he’s able to call his name. “What are you doing! Stop this right now! Let me go!!!” ordered Tegoshi.
“Tegoshi..” said Yamapi again. “Why did you disappear?”
“I.. Was.. I was..” Tegoshi found himself speechless. Inside this person’s arm he felt like a child. He felt like he needed protection and he got it from this man. But he should not feel this way again. He should forget about him. He hates this person.
“Why do you leave me!!” asked Yamapi angrily. But he kept Tegoshi in his arms.
“What do you mean?” asked Tegoshi slowly. Because he knew it would be useless to keep on trying to escape.
“Why you disappear from my life!!” asked Yamapi again with the same tone.
“I can’t face you anymore..” said Tegoshi lowered his face. Yamapi knew Tegoshi started crying even if he tries hard to hold it. “I made a mistake.. I made you fight with your own brother!! I ruined your relationship! I was your brother's.. i was with him.. We shouldn’t have met that drunken night.. No.. We shouldn’t..”
“But I’ve missed you..” said Yamapi honestly. He pulled away a little just so that he could see Tegoshi’s face a little more. He wants him, he wants Tegoshi to stay. “Please don’t walk away again..”
Tegoshi stared at him. The tears are uncontrollable on his cheek and he hates it.
Tegoshi jerk Yamapi away from him. “Don’t touch me!” said Tegoshi furiously.
“…” Yamapi found himself speechless. “Do you really hate me.. that much?”
“Yes!” said Tegoshi turning his face away from Yamapi and tried to calm himself down. “I should go.. This is just wrong, we shouldn’t have met again.. I should go..”
But Yamapi hold his hand before Tegoshi could move anywhere.
Tegoshi frowned at Yamapi. “You think I’m not over you?” Tegoshi laughed a bit. “It’s been four months, Pi.. Four months! You think you’re so good that I can’t get over you?”
Yamapi just stayed there listened to what the younger boy wanted to say. He doesn’t believe every single words that’s coming from Tegoshi’s mouth.
“I moved on!” said Tegoshi again. While he rubbed his wet cheeks.
“No you don’t.. You love me.. You still love me!” said Yamapi angrily.
“No!” exclaimed Tegoshi right away.
Tegoshi lowered his face again. It just, so hard to keep on looking at those eyes. Those eyes that used to make him feel secured and loved. Then Tegoshi took a deep breath before saying his last words to Yamapi before he disappear once again from Yamapi’s life.
“You should just think I’m dead.. You should just forget about me.. Just cut me out off your life..”
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i thought of this story a long time ago,
i want to finished it ^^
but i decided to continue it for biggy^^
hope you guys will like it ^^
as always comment are LOVE
Pairing : Tegopi
Summary : They weren’t supposed to meet again.
Rating: PG-13
A/N: I want to dedicate this story for
biggy_chan^^ my super lovely friend, for her birthday a couple days ago. I made this specially for her, and even though it’s a bit rough at the first part, I hope it could be sweet at the ending XDD5 months ago..
“You..” said Yamapi.
There Yamapi found him for the 2nd first time, sitting on one of the stairs. His bentou on his lap, and eating it quietly. It was an emergency stair, quite an unique option of place to eat lunch.
Yamapi himself was actually looking for a place to eat, but he was thinking of going into the rooftop alone. On the way through the stairs, there he found him.
When their eyes met, that boy smiled to Yamapi. He doesn’t recognize Yamapi.
“You..” repeated Yamapi again.
Yamapi can’t believe he saw this boy again, it wasn’t the first time.
Three days ago, they met at Nagase Tomoya’s birthday party. That man was Yamapi’s older brother. Tomoya was the child from Yamapi’s mother first marriage, and when she marries
Yamapi’s father, that’s when he was born. So Tomoya and Yamapi was half-brother. Still, they’re closer to each other like any other brothers.
“You don’t remember me?” asked Yamapi.
Tegoshi stared at Yamapi. Still trying to keep his friendly smile at the stranger in front of him. But then, something strikes back.
The night of the party, he got drunk. And he ended-up going home with a stranger and spent the night with him.
Tegoshi dropped his bentou when he realized that the stranger who was standing in front of him right now, was the same stranger that he spent the night with.
--- ---
Yamapi was working late that night. He still stuck on his desk with a bunch of unfinished papers that he has to sign. He loosened his tie and just leaned back to the comfortable chair. Closing his eyes, he’s so tired.
“Pi, the guys are going out again tonight.. You coming?” ask his friend who’s head suddenly popped up from the door.
“Going out? I don’t know, Ryo-chan… I’m so tired.. Where?” asked Yamapi with his tired voice.
“Dunno.. One of them are having a goukon (gathering) party.. It’s for boys and girls..” explained Ryo.
Yamapi was too tired to get his head up to see Ryo. So he just stayed with his position.
“Are you coming, Ryo-chan?”
“Yea!” answered the man quickly.
“Hmmm… I don’t know.. I really want to rest..”
“Come on, Pi.. We’ve been working so hard these past few months, since we became independent and separated from your brother’s company! And we pretty much deal with everything!” said Ryo as he made his way near the table and put both of his hands on the table, just like a lawyer questioning Yamapi.
Yamapi was always intimidated by his bestfriend. Ryo was always worried about him, he wants Yamapi to be alive again. And Yamapi knew he can’t say no even if he knew it’s not a good idea to come. He need a rest, he’s too tired, body and soul.
“Fine, Ryo-chan.. I’ll come..”
“Good! See you at the lobby in half an hour, okay!”
--- ---
That night, both of them were drunk that they can even think properly when or how they even get to meet each other.
What Yamapi remembers was only when they’re already at inside his apartment room. This boy looked so cute, and he just seem so irresistible That Yamapi can’t fight the will to kiss him.
So he did kiss the boy, without even knowing his name. He felt the boy replied the kiss and then one thing led to another. Yamapi was still aware enough that he was the first man that boy has ever slept with.
Yamapi have been with a few people before, but he never felt like this when someone held him so close and gentle. It’s weird because that boy was only a stranger he never met before.
But in the morning, he left. That boy left.
As much as that night was wonderful, Yamapi thought maybe that was just another one night stand. But it wasn’t. Yamapi never stopped thinking about that boy.
--- ---
Yamapi left the table full of people. He made his way to the bar and sits there. He ordered beer and just silently drink it. He was mad at himself, why can’t he enjoy being in a party like this again? Since when he became so lifeless like this, or to be exact, spiritless. Yamapi was about to drink his 3rd glass of beer. But he already wants to order another glass.
That was when he realized the bartender in front of him changed. It was not the same person that’s been serving him. Yamapi lift his head lazily, as his hand were on the air calling for the bartender.
“One more.. Onega..” Yamapi stopped talking when he saw the face in front of him.
The bartender was also shocked to see Yamapi there. He clearly wasn’t expecting for them to bump into each other there.
“Yamashita-kun..”
“What are you..” said Yamapi slowly, narrowed his eyes, trying to get a clear view. But then he saw the younger boy panicked and took a step back a couple time before actually storming out on him. Yamapi get off his seat and run after him. There’s just a bit of spirit left on him that’s giving him the strength to not let go of it this time.
It’s been four months..
It’s been four months since the last time he saw Tegoshi..
Since they broke up..
--- ---
Tegoshi runs from the bar as fast as he can, he heard a footstep coming closer to catch him. Tegoshi tries hard to escape, but it’s just impossible. He can’t breathe anymore, he has to stop running in the middle of the crowded Tokyo city. Even though it means he will have to face this man, whom he’s been trying to forget for these past few months.
Tegoshi would never imagine that in his new part time job as a bartender in Tokyo Plaza Hotel, he would meet with Yamapi again for the first time since they broke up. Tegoshi knew that Yamapi’s family owns a lot of hotel in Japan. But why one of it has to be the place where Tegoshi works.
It happened on the third day since Tegoshi started working there.
“Tegoshi, wait!” told the man. He caught Tegoshi’s hand and pulled him for a hug.
Tegoshi felt those strong arms wrapped around his body once more. He used to feel happy but now he feels pain. The same pain since the day they separated.
Why I met him again..
“Pi..” Tegoshi heard himself calling him. It’s been a while since he’s able to call his name. “What are you doing! Stop this right now! Let me go!!!” ordered Tegoshi.
“Tegoshi..” said Yamapi again. “Why did you disappear?”
“I.. Was.. I was..” Tegoshi found himself speechless. Inside this person’s arm he felt like a child. He felt like he needed protection and he got it from this man. But he should not feel this way again. He should forget about him. He hates this person.
“Why do you leave me!!” asked Yamapi angrily. But he kept Tegoshi in his arms.
“What do you mean?” asked Tegoshi slowly. Because he knew it would be useless to keep on trying to escape.
“Why you disappear from my life!!” asked Yamapi again with the same tone.
“I can’t face you anymore..” said Tegoshi lowered his face. Yamapi knew Tegoshi started crying even if he tries hard to hold it. “I made a mistake.. I made you fight with your own brother!! I ruined your relationship! I was your brother's.. i was with him.. We shouldn’t have met that drunken night.. No.. We shouldn’t..”
“But I’ve missed you..” said Yamapi honestly. He pulled away a little just so that he could see Tegoshi’s face a little more. He wants him, he wants Tegoshi to stay. “Please don’t walk away again..”
Tegoshi stared at him. The tears are uncontrollable on his cheek and he hates it.
Tegoshi jerk Yamapi away from him. “Don’t touch me!” said Tegoshi furiously.
“…” Yamapi found himself speechless. “Do you really hate me.. that much?”
“Yes!” said Tegoshi turning his face away from Yamapi and tried to calm himself down. “I should go.. This is just wrong, we shouldn’t have met again.. I should go..”
But Yamapi hold his hand before Tegoshi could move anywhere.
Tegoshi frowned at Yamapi. “You think I’m not over you?” Tegoshi laughed a bit. “It’s been four months, Pi.. Four months! You think you’re so good that I can’t get over you?”
Yamapi just stayed there listened to what the younger boy wanted to say. He doesn’t believe every single words that’s coming from Tegoshi’s mouth.
“I moved on!” said Tegoshi again. While he rubbed his wet cheeks.
“No you don’t.. You love me.. You still love me!” said Yamapi angrily.
“No!” exclaimed Tegoshi right away.
Tegoshi lowered his face again. It just, so hard to keep on looking at those eyes. Those eyes that used to make him feel secured and loved. Then Tegoshi took a deep breath before saying his last words to Yamapi before he disappear once again from Yamapi’s life.
“You should just think I’m dead.. You should just forget about me.. Just cut me out off your life..”
--- ---
i thought of this story a long time ago,
i want to finished it ^^
but i decided to continue it for biggy^^
hope you guys will like it ^^
as always comment are LOVE
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